I’ve never smoked and I’ve only done edibles once. And it was by and large the worst experience of my life. I literally walked to a corner in the kitchen sat down and asked people to not let me get up because I was having thoughts of throwing myself out of the window.
So I just sat there with my senses completely messed up. Hallucinating ( I don’t think you are supposed to right? ) and completely trapped in a trip I did not want to be in and wondering if I died and gone to hell and that’s how my brain was coping with dying.
So yeah. Not a good time.
I’m wondering what everyone else’s experience is.
And is it luck that causes you to have a good or bad trip? Is it something we can influence ?
Early on when I started smoking, my friends and I hotboxed the shit out of my car sitting in my driveway. I got super high and started staring at a tree down the street that was perfectly under the street lamp. I started tripping off paradolia and seeing all kinds of faces in the tree. Friends, family, Optimus Prime, Satan, etc.
I’ve never really hallucinated, though. Not even when I took shrooms a couple times. All those did was make me feel really drunk, like I drank an entire 5th of jack or something. Sick and wobbly, with the spins.
I been wanting to try LSD but fuck if I know how to get any. And after reading a bunch of hippy books about ayahuasca, I wanna experience that shit too; but that is probably never gonna happen. I want to hallucinate. I want to trip balls and see some shit. Nothing I’ve ever done has really given that. Not even a sensory deprivation tank. I feel completely stuck in reality, and I’m not cool with that. I want some motherfucking whimsy in my life.
Did you micro the shrooms or you munchin’?
This was before “microdosing” was known to me. We just ate the bag of nasty fungus. I don’t remember how much we took each the first time, but the second time I took a whole eighth since I was told I “must’ve had too little” before. It just made me feel even more drunk. 🤷🏻♂️
My friend and sister who partook with me loved 'em. They had intensified emotional states and highlighted color vision. And I just got drunk :/