I’m between both those generations and between blowing my brains out and screaming at everyone on any given day.

My life has been a complicated hell since day one with stuff that would make people vomit, older generations seem to be sociopaths with no sense of empathy, others are full off self righteous narcissists to escape reality. There is no escape in others, or even a good world to just hide in. You can’t talk about issues cause it upsets the pleasant views of the world people have and get suggested to just take as much as you can to make sure you “win”.

So, now I have empathy for everyone suffering but, hate people more than any other thing in existence. But at least I get to look forward to… Them dying and more suffering? Nope still don’t feel better. At least when nature is causing misery it’s just how things are but I’m tired of people doing it for petty reasons.

I only stick around because I have a couple people and things that can’t care for themselves in a meaningful way to want to leave them on their own.

Fuck life. And fuck people.