I just had a breakthrough experience and holy moly 😬

  • Jake Farm@sopuli.xyz
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    1 year ago

    I am interested in psilocybin and lsd, haven’t gotten to try them though. Never thought to try dmt.

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    1 year ago

    Yes. It was the weirdest mindfuck ever. Like within seconds my room completely rearranged itself in some kind of multidimensional way and things like the door frame and windows were moving rapidly like the walls were liquid and they just sloshed around but it wasn’t random it felt mathematical somehow. Then I was in a space that looked like this. There was another time where I encountered the presence of what felt like a peaceful entity. I had a vape cartridge so I started using it a lot and eventually it was like this angry red barrier that prevented me from going further and it was extremely uncomfortable and a little scary so I haven’t done it since.

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    I felt like I was riding in an on rails open top vehicle through a like, society made up out of pulsating fractals. I remember going under an arch, and on top of the arch were beings also made of light and pulsating fractals, and they looked at me and spoke and fractals spilled out of their mouths.

    After I got through the arch, I heard this sound like… a torn speaker driver crackling as it plays, and the sound got louder until it was like a stampede of Buffalo engulfing everything that is. I felt my eyes open as if they were always closed, and around me I saw sand in all directions. I became scared. I remember thinking, what if I can’t come back from here? And suddenly it was like I was sucked backwards through reality and deposited back into my body.

    My friend who was with me and also under the influence said he saw arrows embossed on my skin pointing up towards my head, and then I became invisible for a moment, completely unseen. As quickly as I left, I returned. And we had an interesting conversation after.

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      1 year ago

      Lmfao I was just thinking about if there’s any motherfucker that smokes DMT every day, I guess it’s you

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    1 year ago

    The idea of a breakthrough experience is interesting to me. I’ve heard it described that fear and anxiety increase with heavier trips until you get to the point of a breakthrough, then it’s just all gone. Does this match your experience? Have you had any near-breakthrough experiences that were difficult due to anxiety or fear?

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      1 year ago

      Yes, same. My best experience ever was enabled by generous amounts of an anti-anxiety medicine. It was magnificent.