Self esteem is something a lot of people (myself included) need to practice to get good at.
For me, I had to realize I’m insignificant to most people to start being myself more. That and doing things. Like, anything you do, whether you love it or not, is better than doomscrolling.
You probably recognize you need to practice to get good at literally anything else. Why would socializing be an exception. Don’t compare yourself to others, compare yourself to you yesterday.
In my particular case: turns out that autistic traits set the neurotypical people off, and can potentially trigger aggression even if the autistic person has done nothing wrong. Add to that the difficulty to read social cues and, well, I had to move schools twice for a reason.
Self esteem is something a lot of people (myself included) need to practice to get good at.
For me, I had to realize I’m insignificant to most people to start being myself more. That and doing things. Like, anything you do, whether you love it or not, is better than doomscrolling.
You probably recognize you need to practice to get good at literally anything else. Why would socializing be an exception. Don’t compare yourself to others, compare yourself to you yesterday.
Sadly there’s a finite amount of people you can piss off before having to move to a different area.
What it I don’t want to do that? Shit, if it’s work related even that might not save you because people ask for references.
At least Other skills you can practice for as long as you have the money.
I want say with as much empathy as possible: time to examine yourself. Why are you pissing people off so much, and seemingly irreparably?
If this is a serious post, my advice would be to consult someone you trust who cares about you. Then believe them.
Then, after working on it, go find a job working with ex-military guys.
If it’s not serious, sorry my over-caring ass fell for it and still have a good one if you can.
In my particular case: turns out that autistic traits set the neurotypical people off, and can potentially trigger aggression even if the autistic person has done nothing wrong. Add to that the difficulty to read social cues and, well, I had to move schools twice for a reason.